Carls work shop

Yeap, kinda got to cocky and I knew this was going to happen. I got way to cocky and I ended up going to fast instead of being careful, thus resulting in me screwing up. my book was REALLY out of line. The pages were good but the cover was bad. I still like how the little book came out, but I wanted it to be better then what I made. I feel as if I am going to give my bib book a spiral look maybe. I really can not figure out how I am going to make this book unique but I have a day to think.

What I've done and what I plan to get done

Last week I learned how Html works. It is really easy. The language Html uses for it isn't really that hard. I got my website already up on the stac website. So this week it is time to work on getting more things up. I need to explore more of the language. I also need to figure out judgement in pixels. This all Shouldn't be that hard.

2nd day with carl

This day was annoying but I can't do anything about it. I have practice with my hands and when it comes down to crafting I just want to get things done and I can't continue on if the others aren't up to pace. This is not there fault either. It is mine for wanting to get things done and see the next step. I found so much joy in finding out what to do next. I just wanted to keep going and going and going. Overall day was fun and I can not wait for the next one.

Work shop

So the work shop was a fun experience yesterday. I really got to use my hands in this work shop with Carl. I never thought making a book could be so easy to make and the fact that it is fun blew me away. I literally went into this work shop saying "oh this is really going to be boring.". Yet after the work shop, I felt I had grown so much as a person. Not only is Carl a great teacher, he is also a funny and energetic kind of guy. I feel I can connect with him. I learned super fast from the way he taught all of us, I picked up right away, I finished before a bunch of people and I was able to help him out. I felt great yesterday. I really can NOT wait until our next session.

today

OK so today I felt was a train wreck and I don't entirely know why but I really just got nervous. I think it was because I forgot my book at home so I was worried so much on the fact that I had forgotten the authors name and the title of the book as well. Also the fact I did not really understand the book. I really have no clue. I felt so confident last night and when the time came I froze. I mean I could have said yea not going to do this luke cause I am not prepared but at the same time I am not going to get a freaking F that can be avoided a hell of alot. That is not me.

2 drawings 1 practice

Bored


Self Portrait


Practice

practice

practice

yea, loving it!

14-16

My sister needed the computer for 2 days (She had a load of homework to do) . College is more important high school.

16


15


14

13

Here you go

day 12...

I feel like a complete failure for missing the other 2 nights...

11

Ok, if you view the past days you will notice that this day i decided to add more because I felt like I should add more. Hard to explain this feeling.

10

Yeah!

9

Phew... almost mist this.

day 8

So far so good

Days 1-7 practice

I will do it every day now because I didn't realize it could be taken in as I was a liar.
Anywho you will see how this will last.

Day 7


day 6


day 5


day 4


day 3


Day 2


day 1


Anyone see here what I am doing?

I WANT AS MANY OPINIONS AS I CAN GET!

For a little over a month ago I have been thinking of so many different ways in my life I could go.
1. Music
2. Computers
3. Building

Now all this stuff I can aim for cause I love them all, but lately I have also been thinking about a life as a comedian. Now I appear quiet in class alot but that is because I am thinking so damn hard on to why I can make everyone else laugh in school but I do the same kind of thing in Stac and It hardly brings up a chuckle, but I also find it vice verso for me because what everyone thinks is funny in class I say "haha" in my head but not out my mouth. That is not my argument though. I have been looking up this whole idea about comedians, how they work, and how things shouldn't work. I understand how the punchline works and all, and I know don't always make fun of the audience but make fun of yourself as well (funny stories from the past, experiences). I do have a feeling that comedians have also need in-prov, so I am on the right tracks at least, but even in in-prov I am not funny. I don't know what I am doing wrong when it works outside the room but not inside. Is it me? or is it everyone else? Like I have been trying so hard to make it work both outside and inside. Like a comedian my goal is to make everyone laugh because then I laugh and feel good that you feel good. It is like a boomerang. I throw you the joke and you return the laughter and I feel awesome. So if you read this, please give me a honest answer to these questions.
1. Could I become a comedian? (I know if I put my mind to it, but I asking if you think I can)
2. What am I doing wrong?

core values and issues

I feel I have 4 core values at this point, and if your not aloud to have more well I don't care, because I have done alot of thinking on this. So this is what I have figured out this far.

Core Values
1. Success
2. Grasp
3. Happiness of others
4. Future

They all connect in a way. Success is in the future, the future you have to find a way to grasp it, and what you grasp may make other happy.

Now on to my issues. They are weird but here goes.

Issues
1. The arms I draw are always bent or something is held in there hand
2. I draw weird curvy shapes that connect to each other
3. I draw fire most of the time somewhere on the page.
4. The hair of whatever person I draw has to be long hair.
5. I always draw the person facing the left.
6. I never draw frowns, I only draw smiles.
7. Whatever I am drawing most of the time needs a chain.
8. I developed a love for spades in my drawings.
9. I always start from the left side and work to the right.
10. Anything that I draw is standing.

So there they are. You can see that alot of things tie back to my core values like 1, 5, and 10.
I know everything is on drawing but that is mainly all I do.

Enneagram

Soooo I found out I am a 2, yet I thought I was a 9 cause I always am looking to help people out, but then I thought back. The truth is I do love being loved. A number 2 is said to be friendly, warm-hearted, generous, and epithetic. I have a feeling if had looked over 2 more I would have realized that 9 might seem like me but its not me. 9 is only looking for peace with everyone. 2 is more of helping anyone no matter what the side is. Like I do see my self as somewhat of a peace maker but I see my self MORE of a helper. The thing that threw me off was probably the fact I read that the peacemaker was trusting, which a lot of people say I am. What I find the most awesome is the fact that Abraham Lincoln (my favorite prez), Queen Elizabeth II, and Walt Disney were all number 2. They were all leaders of a country or a huge company. Which means I would be a good leader, which people say I have that potential. The helper in my guess is just another way of saying you will have success in the future if you keep your ways. Which is one of my core values, success which ties back to grasp because in order to succeed in my case you need to grasp what you need for the future, and the future is something I only look forward to. WHO KNEW IT WAS THIS SIMPLE!

I think its apifiny or something.

My Core values are 1) happiness from others 2) Grasping and 3) success

Now what blows me away is the fact that I look at everything in my life and it does all result into me using my hands for some kind of use. I realized that I play guitar, video games, I'm on the computer, I love to draw, I love to build, most of all I love to touch. Which I never even began to think of. I even went back and asked my dad what my grandfather was like. He told me that I am pretty much just like him. He was a artist and he also would love to build and take photos. Photos were his profession, like he even took wedding pictures for one of the presidents in his time, but back on track. I love to fiddle with my hands. Most of the time I am not keeping them still weather it be doodling, twirling my pencil, or making a drum beat on the desks at school. In a way I feel like my brain is in my hands or at least the art side. Even when I'm in gym, I have noticed when I "play" basketball, I'm just twirling the ball in my hands or flipping it around. I couldn't really care for the game but I'd rather just play with the ball and not care about getting points. It is like I'm a little kid again. Wait even better then the brain idea (yes I just thought of this by playing with my hands) It is like there is a little person in my hands that is always hyper. Like the 2 legs 2 arms and my guess is a tale. I really found this to be awesome. It is really funny how it took me 16 years to figure this out. That is 6 more than my fingers can count.

Also my final group today my group some how made its way into a sleep sequence. This interested me because I didn't really think others thought about sleeping and dreaming as much as I do. Like the certain things other people do in there sleep is kinda like me. I can't sleep on my stomach because it feel weird yet some people don't sleep at all. The major thing I do before I sleep is think but I'm saying full on deep thought about the future (which is another thing that I noticed about my self which is the fact that I don't really go into the past but I'm always for the future) but I will think for sometimes hours and I finally knock out and wake up and feel the same as if I slept the same amount of time. It just makes me think that everything is kinda weird but at the same time I want it to get weirder just to see how it would be. Thus more of the future statement. Wow... I learned alot about myself today. I think I'll pat my shoulder with my awesome hands.

Nick caught my atention

(sorry for not blogging recently I've been working hard on music and I promise I'll have a blog on my stac movie)
Anywhoo.... I logged onto blogger because I have been worried about the fact I haven't blogged in a while. I was going to try and make up some random blog about my life, that is until I saw nick made a new post. I read about it and the previous and I noticed that Nick was into music from the blog and from what I see in stac. So I decide to scroll through his past blogs. Here is what caught my eye. His pictures blog. The idea of drawing out a bass caught my attention and the fact hes building a guitar. That fascinates me and make me want to learn from nick. Weather those drawings are his designs or not, it inspired me to make my own design on a guitar, and I'd would absolutely love to try and make it.




Obviously the image is a tad small. To me this design looks awesome. I'd much rather have it on a Flying V or a King V, but I don't have the money. I would honestly love to learn to build a guitar or make one better or know how to fix it. So I am asking, Nick I have a spare guitar and it is crappy. Could you help me make the design, and make it better or just teach me how to fix these things? I know I am electronically smart and I know you are to. So I'd love for this to happen. So I hope you read this blog. :D