I need some tips.

What is almost the most anoyingest thing to me in the world is awquard convos or convos I can't keep up in because I don't understand what they are talking about. I'm not talking about 1 on 1 convos. Those are easy to get into because you can just ask questions to the one person, but when its 3 person convo. You have 2 people talking about a convo that the 3rd person has no clue on what the fuck is going on. To me if I am that 3rd person I feel quiet and I shouldn't ask any questions because I guess I'd feel rude. It is how my character is in these situations. The fact that I'm trying my best to actually get invovled to but still get shoved out of the convo. I try opening a new topic, I try asking questions but then it just goes back to normal and then I feel as if I should leave the convo because I just don't feel welcomed anymore. I hate how I am like this and I seriously want to fix it. So if you have any tips. Please drop em by for me! =D

No sence No stress song

I am lazy Some of the time
I may be slacking But I’m still in line
All you people Have stress in your head
But maybe you should Go back to bed
In your sleep Have a really good dream
And then maybe You will think of ice cream
And when you wake up You will go and
Get that ice cream Into your hand
Scarf it down And get a brain freeze
And maybe you will Have a sneeze
Get a tissue And wipe your nose
Then go grab The garden hose
Then you can go Water your plants
But make sure you Grab your pants

This is a song that makes no sense
Yet it relieves so much stress
Easy to play And fun to do
It’s not fun when you’re sick of school
So here is the song

Now you know what this song means
Maybe you can go blow off some steam
Go and grab some pie
Maybe you can bust a rhyme
Record this song and make a good mix
And maybe you’ll impress your chick
Go ahead and grab some ham
Then maybe you can start a band
Eat that ham you will go and
Play great in that righteous jam
Go ahead and play this song
We don’t care it’s not wrong
Go ahead and take it from me
This song will make you so stress free

To bad it’s the end of the song
I hate we have to say so long
I was really starting to get into this
But man we just ran out of these tips
This whole thing has gotten krazy
But now im starting to get lazy
This song is coming to a end
I hope you enjoyed it my friend

Bobby Vieria and Erik Darmstadt

What you should do

Ok so last week I did this acoustic gig for the school and it was for song writing club. If you went, then I hope you enjoyed it. Anywho, People are always talking about stress and how life is sucking and it is getting no where. So me and my friend who is part of my main band, decided to make a song that made no sence yet releived so much stress. The song pretty much starts out on how I slack but I am still mellow and feeling great. Then the song just goes random and bizzare and the lyrics just become funny and people enjoyed the lyrics. I'll post the lyrics later because I don't have them on this computer. The song is "easy to play and fun to do" because the chord progression is Open G, E, C, and D, the easiest chords I would say. Also, me and my friend both love to play it, Because when ever he randomly plays it, I would just start to sing it. Plus the song also tells the listeners to actually just use this song. Which is what I want people to do. If people say this isn't even a song its just plain crap. Honestly I am not even going to take offence. Why would I let someones coment get to me. That defeats the whole purpose of the song that we made. So if people dislike it, I am completely okay with it. I probably will make more songs like this in my life because If it works for me, maybe it will work for you. Thats 1 of the many points of my song. The song also lists a lot of "go ahead"or "you can", so I am not even giving orders, It is all just sugestions. (well some don't really make sence but thats the fun of it) People talk about war and love and breakups, but I talk about randomness, and I love it. I think I'm probably going to make more random songs thats are fun to make. Come to think of it, most of my songs I've made are just funny and random. Haha (Remember I will post the lyrics later on). Be my guest and complement it or rip it apart.

Let the right one it BEST MOVIE YET

Ok in all honesty I really hope we see this movie again. I loved every minute of it. The way Thomas Alfredson used the camera blew me away. How he would have everything pretty much in one clip. It is hard to explain I guess cause everyone is like the camera stuff creeped me out, but that had no affect on me getting creaped out it just drew me in more and more. Like and how you actually heard every step a character made, and when you heard blood dripping or someone being bitten, oh my god that was like out of this world. Also when Hakan fell out of the building, you heard him hit the damn uhm whatever thing thats called (I think its a awning). That was amazing. Haken though was really on tac of his character. He was pretty much a maid for the girl (forgot her name). He got her the blood when she couldn't get any. And how he killed them that was the most creative way I have ever seen. I think that plot point 1 was where she tells him to stick up for himself and that is when the whole movie takes a different course because Oskar sticks up for himself and the girl agrees to go out with Oskar and pretty much everyone is takeing a new course. I think plot point 2 is when Oskar finds out the girls a vampire because everything pretty much goes down hill from there until the ending, which I felt was actually a happy ending because she came back for him cause I guess she made a promise or something along those lines saying she'd deal with them if he couldn't and to me that was the only creepy scene because everyone dies in a horible way I'd say and all you here is muffled screaming and people floating and the kid that sat down is only crying which is all he did in the movie. That freaking scared the shit out of me. Either way overall I loved this movie and I REALLY HOPE WE SEE IT A 2ND TIME!

I feel smart.

Ever since the day we learned about colors and how everything isn't a specific color, my eyes have increased in everything. Anything with drawing or anything with painting. My eyes are like seeing everything for the first time again. The best part is, one day In class my math teacher gave us colored pencils and I finished everything i needed to do already so I looked out side saw a tree and was like EH why not. So I began to draw then color the tree. My friends like "dude the hell is that?" I'm like It is a tree and hes like its not brown. Which triggered look closely when is a tree completely brown. Basics of the story, I feel like a smarter artist. I always am preaching this color thing to my friends cause I feel so cool, I am not going to lie.

fridays workshop

Awesome day in the workshop because I made a different script being anti suicidal and all. Pretty much the message was if you kill yourself now, life might turn better at any moment. Then Steve made me realize that it would be so much better if I made a twist. Like instead of killing him off shoot his finger, and make up some weird story to why his finger is raped up. If that was a movie then the crowd would cheer which I can't believe i never noticed that in actual movies. This workshop is giving me so many ideas on how to make a good movie. One day I know when I can afford a video camera, I'm definitely making a movie with a script. I literally love how much better I am thinking cause of STAC.

hyea yet again I let my mind go wild and forget a big aspect.... ha

In the latest workshop with Steve, we had to make a screne play, like a short film. Now I had this great idea thought out and everything. It was 10 pages long and had a good idea going... But ofcourse I forgot that he said we had to be able to shoot this. Now this could be made but very poorly. Now I the only ways i can think of making electricity form is either draw a big lighting bolt and hit a person with it or do (which I found out today through Rainer's video) is to just invert it fast, or just edit the flash in. Anywho we didn't have time to view mine so I am going to create a whole new script, following things like making random actions and makeing sure everything is not obvious. Pretty much I'm going to try and not contradict what the viewer is thinking. Overall I am liking this workshop and I can't wait until the next one.

anywho...

Not to long ago, I got this erge to draw a self portrait. Now I normally hate drawing my self but for some reason I just got into the mood of drawing myself. I don't know why. Looking at it now, it's not accurate at all. To me its how I would look in the future which I found to be incredibly awesome. I would post it on my blog IF my scanner was working. I'd have to find the software. Anywho back to the subject, I seriously want to know what brought this erge to begin with. It was a good erge, honestly somehow I lost stress which is kinda weird cause it normally doesn't affect my stress at all. For some reason I feel as if I will be repeating this random burst of erges.

Who you ganna call? GHOST BUSTERS!

Another fun day in STAC yet again. Even though our movie kinda sucked (1 hour is hard to get things done in) it was still fun as hell to film it. Like you have to think of props and characters and a lot of things to make it look good, which can be hard but definitely fun, but the one thing my group hated was just thinking of ideas because some were just being shot down, which is why I let them decide on ideas (in the end the ideas were voted on). I just came up with the general idea of what we should do. So to sum it all up. Making a movie is a bastard in the begining but is fun as hell in the end especialy when you get to watch it. (remind me to ampliphy my voice next time)

ideas

Ok so idea of mine. I honestly am of a on the spot kind of dude but I will give it my best right now. So my guess is we could make a review on not only diners and food stuff but what if we reviewed people as well. This can give us a wide range on who we could right about. It could be a actor to a teacher. Now when I say teacher I really mean like guitar teacher or any type of music, art or anything thats not a tutor in a school subject. Cause I'd rather read about someone that can help me with stuff i like then help me pass school. You can go a long way with reviewing.
We could also right a collomn about what it means to be a artist. People hear the word artist and they imediatley think paint brush but artist can mean alot of things. So we could have a collomn explaining the word artist.

Hugo ball, Zurich Dada

Zurich Dada was a group about poetry and art. Hugo Ball the "dadaist of poet and artist" along with a bunch of other people formed this group. It was mainly for abstract poems and art. Which I can make abstract art but not poetry. (It just doesn't make sence). Anywho Hugo Ball wrote this poem called the "karawane", which they say it is "Seems to be in motion and use of different types of writing." This is all confusing but makes me think and wants me to find out about it.

eyes gone but opening for the first time as well

Ok honestly, this has been the funnest day in STAC thus far. Ok first, I think I understand really what luke said to me when I was doing those conversations with him. Although I could be wrong. I think that what I am doing wrong is I'm just letting him change the words and I'm not doing anything or I just won't go with the flow. Like he would say something I'd reapeat then he got me to say something els by asking a question then he would reapeat what my answer was. It is complicated but I feel I will get it over time.
Next was like the scary part, We are blind folded and we are being rushed across a stage. I was worried always when I would start running. I just need to keep it cool and trust who ever is rushing me to the other side. Word of advice just dont pick the spot right where the stage ends. You just hear a bunch of stuff happening and you have no clue as to whose in front of you and whose behind you. You also had to worry about stoping. My main fear was hurting someone els at the end when I was running. So I would just want to stop early. It was just a wild experience that I never thought I would get to experience.
Next was my favorite and painful part. Being blindfolded and walking through the building. I honestly thought of it as a roller coaster in a haughted house. You start off walking out the autitorium. Wich i saw a light at the top and bottom of my blind fold. So I though of it as the enterance to the inside of the house. (wich is back wards but anways) The rest of the walk was pitch black. The scary parts were the stairs and the dang doors I kept hitting haha. It also maked me think this whole experience. This might be fun for us, but honestly. Is it really all that fun for actual blind people. You just wonder, like would they rather see or not. Most likely yes they would rather see. But I don't know. Like I feel it would be awesome to have a swich that would turn off your sight. There for you have just rely on your other sences more often. I might be talking krazy which I always do. Like I know I have alot of wierd ideas, but i just wonder is all. ANYWHO overall, THE DAY WAS AWESOME!

This is important... on why i haven't been blogging lately and also the sad part of my life.....

For starters I've been really tired lately. I have no clue why either. I'm normally not this tired so yea? The other reason is I have been worried because my mom is going for a (try my best to spell) colenoscopy which test for I think cancer. Now I know everyone has to get this at one point in there life and I shouldn't be that worried but... (might as well get this over with) Before I was born, like 3 years before I was born. My mom was diagnosed with M.S (Multiple Sclerosis) which if you took bio you should know that it attacks the nervous system and your brain doesn't get messeges as fast as a normal person. So yea I have had a mother just never a mother figgure because she was starting to get more ill after i was born. So i was a baby when she was still healthy and around 2-4 She started getting bad. So through out my life I've had to take more responsibilities than your normal teen should. (not so much as a kid cause I had no clue what was going on as a kid) My dads going to work as a truck driver for truck oil (for 9 years I think) and he has otherites in both knees, 2 slip disks in his back, i think othritis in his hand as well, and he gets mindgrates sometimes AND he still goes to work for his family he won't quit wich is why i respect him so god damn much. Sure he might piss me off from time to time and he may not listen to me and my sis but in reality I don't care because he does a lot for this family. My sister does a shitload too. She goes to college aiming for acounting so she handles alot with my dads bills. She also makes sure my mom gets to her doctors apointments and makes sure shes upto date on her medication. She helps me out a hell of alot as well. Shes a damn good sister and I am thankful she is my sister. Since they do all that stuff around here. I leave myself with the heavy lifting, the electronics , you know the real hard stuff around the house. If I'm needed I go home, If they want me home at a sertain time and can't swich find someone to do it. I'll sacrifice my night for them. Now I'm not doing this for attention I'm actually doing this to tell you (for one why I'm not blogging as much) an what really upsets me. If it would be nice for all of you to not really talk about what your mom does in life or how much you care for them... like you don't have to and whatever. It's not a main bother on me really just a slight bother... OH and Plzz don't make fun of my mother in a way (your mom jokes are fine cause they don't mean anything) but you understand what I mean i think. Weather you read this or not. Its just so you know what my life is like, but I am really empithetic (however its spelt) about everything so if you are sad then I am sad, If you are happy then HELL YEA I am happy (wich is why I always try to make people laugh). Anywho thanks for reading if you did!

My rearanged poems

You decorate the skies
you dimer the sun,
you light up your lifes song.
Risen the new blue moon.
A new saga comes from the dark.
Our Bitter, bitter darkness.
we spread our wings which wrap.
In these black settings.

Evening love song

Funny might have lost its meaning...

People these days really don't know how to grow up. They don't realize that 7th grade is over. They also don't know how to be funny or what funny is. They will make the most dumbest comments ever. and their buddys will laugh cause they have no clue and just want to feel cool. It is hard to explain I guess. Like alot of people know how to be funny. They also know when and when not to be funny. The other ones who don't have a clue will say something stupid that has nothing to do with anything. They all have that crowed that just act up and its pointless. If your going to be funny atleast act it. Your just ganna end up getting the crap beat at of you one day. Take this situation into concideration. Face it your most likely going to be in a bar, club, another state and your going to say something so flippin stupid some person is going to take offence to it. You will get the crap beat out of you and ask the same dumb ass question. "what did I do?" and imply "I didn't say anything it was him". You sell out your own friend even though it's flipping ovious it's you who said it but you rather see someone els get the crap beat out of them for your enjoyment and safeness. The best part is your're probably still ganna try and be the tuff funny guy who you thought wouldn't get in trouble. Bottom line is simple don't try to be funny, just be funny. Hopefully I am not the only one who freaking gets annoyed by this. To clerify I am not saying don't be funny. If you are funny you could save someones life in the long run if you know what I mean? I'm saying don't try and act it. It is pointless...

i am doing this post cause it caught my attention

Ok so this topic is going to be about the cereal brand characters.
Has anyone ever noticed that most of the cereal brand characters have something twisted about them?
For instance....
The trix rabbit is always after tricks. The kids just won't let him have it. The kids never heard of sharing is caring, So what does this bunny do? He trys to steal it from the kids. The rabbit is starving and the kids don't seem to care? This not right. Kids might think its ok to steal in the future cause of this. People don't think these things through! This goes the same for that coyote wofl thing on coooookie crisp. (I miss the dog... he was ok)
Another is the coco puffs. The bird trys to break away from his addiction to coco puffs, but he starts seeing it everywhere. This is like a addiction to drugs honestly.
Like I know that its cereal BUT CAN'T THEY MAKE A CEREAL THAT HAS TO DO WITH MAKING FREINDS? Why must everything be so mean? The only cereals that are good are fruit loops and cinamin toast crunch. Well actually now cinamin toast cruch shows signs of canabalism but... THEY ARE SO AWESOME! Anywho I thought I just blurb that out? Think of the other characters yourself and you will see something is wrong with alot of them.

Welcome to cooking with krazy!

Hello all, today we are going to be serving a rare delicacy mate! A recipe I came up with my self. I call it the Rich soup. I shall put a list of ingredients on the screen for you.

You will need:
2 Cups of nickels. (no dines or quaters)
1 Lap top with face book included.
4 Pencils (Color or Regular and the brand doesn't matter)
28 1/2 sheets of loose leaf paper.
4 cups of cheese.
3 cups of meat.
A bucket of frozen yogurt
Red hair dye
And a made up last name.



OK so now you have your ingredients we can move on to starting mate. By the way I have no clue why I'm saying mate at this point mate. First you need a pot and it has to be clean. WE NEVER USE DIRTY STUFF! Ok so start with a boiling pot of water. Half way filled will do the trick mate. After the water is boiling add the first cup of nickels. Let them cook for a little bit.
Next, take your other cup of nickels and put them in a separate bowl. Take your red hair dye and squeeze on top of the nickels. SPREAD IT OUT! Don't be shy go wild mate. REALLY get that dye around. All right once you feel you have got the nickels all red and juicy, stick them into the fridge for now. Now head back to your boiling nickels. Add all your paper to the soup. Stir with the pencils. 4 pencils should last you the whole essay or poem which ever you choose to write. After you have gotten the last pencil shaved down into the work. Add your 4 cups of cheese and 3 cups of meat. If your vegitarian you can also add your favorite veggies. Don't act like I forgot about you mates. Take your bucket of frozen yogurt and melt it. Get it nice and sloppy. Add it to the boiling water and stir with your trusty wooden spoon. Next you are going to want to check up on your face book to see if anything has happened. (repeat this every 5 mins or so). You have almost finished your meal mate. Just one more thing that I find reletively easy. Find yourself a name tag with a fake last name on it. You want to throw who ever is eating this off. Now that your soup is complete go get the nickels out of the fridge mate. Oh look how shiny they are and red. Poor your nickels into the soup and now you have your topping, which will cool off the soup a tad. Now you sit down go on face book and enjoy your delisious Rich Soup!..... Mate.

Stress, destress, Stress, destress, stressed

Today was a overall good day honestly. I mean my days normally consist of laughter and making others laugh, but just because I make people laugh doesn't mean I'm always so content on the inside. Making people laugh is like a destress for me and the fact I want to make you feel good. If your happy, then I am happy. Anywho, Today I started out stressful because my tooth hurt a little this morning. Yea you'd think oh it's only a little pain, which is correct but the fact that it is constantly coming back every second, you start to loose it. As the day went on the pain went away, actually it went away after first period. I had time to make people laugh through out the day. However, the main destress was the fact that I actually painted whatever my hand wanted to paint today. I felt as if I was a kid agian in 1st grade art. I was able to just let my hand shoot out whatever it wanted to paint. This was a outragouse feeling. Sadly my painting time came to a end. Then more stress happened.... After school I was informed my friend was going to try and go out with a girl. Which I understand, But when you know the girl is a cheater and plays around on a regular basis. You should know not to date them cause your only going to get hurt in the process. (damn this is a long blog) Now I'm not going to help him really on this because the only way he is going to learn is if he goes through with it. I stated my opinion before and he refuses to listen on the same factor, so im just ganna let him play his cards. Later on I took a nap, best nap ever I might add. Weird I just got pissed off while wrighting the blog because me and my dad got into a fight OVER A CHICKEN CUTLET?!?!?! It is not even worth getting into.... whatever.

Its around 12 at night and i finished at 1 in the morning. lets show how my day has gone!

My day has gone pretty decent. I found out some things that made me a lil pist but thats just a damper on my day. I went to a birthday party wich is always fun. I have also have another band in the making along with the bassist from my main band. So far we have a guitarist a singer and a drummer, we may have a bassist but its in the works. I also made my self a sandwich not to long ago so I was very happy indeed. Since I got home around 7 or 8 I've been kicked back and watching TV. just relaxing for the night now i guess?

Heres the pictures from the first day of stac! for me that is.
(and sorry that I have bad spelling and grammer)



Leahs got it right. Laughter is the sollution to all problems.


AWESOME FACE KALLIOPI! This made me laugh!


What is nicole looking at that is making her smile? Good picture too.


This picture of Ashely is full of laughter!


Becky should try to become a magician. She has the hand motions!


Bari was really relaxed in this picture i think. nice


HA Lizzy has a dream of becoming a member of kiss!


Hehe Leah was trying to be a puffin fish!


Cassie wants what she sees over where shes looking.


Alex looks as if he has no clue what is going on.


Doug was distracted by a light im guessing or thinking or grilling or having a staring contest.


Either Matt was yawning or just yelling


This would have been perfecter if Jack just put both thumbs up and said heyyyyy.


I feel like Jesse was trying to syke someone out?


I felt as if Megan wanted to sneeze but didn't which is awesome.


Yea Meraid. I give your smile a thumbs up as well!


Juliana I feel has the best captured laugh.


What can I say? I like to laugh?


Jess wanted to be a cat. no no A TIGER. GRR!


Elisa is most likely pondering. I wonder what of?


This pic makes Nina seem like she just found out a camera was taking pictuers.


I remember the loud words of zach. "NOOOOOOO!" best pictuer of him ever!


Ok honestly who couldn't find joy out of this picture of nick? What can i say the dude brings laughter to me.


Keren has began to crack up. Forgot why? probably something funny.


Hillary has perfect smile right here.


Molley (yes i spell it with a e.) is always laughing and makeing other people laugh. This picture made me giggle!


This is where the convo was heating up and Michelle had no clue what to say with perfect facial expression!


This is a pic that has a perfect smile I think. WAY better then any school photo I took. Good work Ilana.


This picture of Jill makes u wonder if she was happy or mad? Perfect picture!

This here is Dina. I felt this pic gives u the feeling she just saw something that made her say oooooooo!