This is important... on why i haven't been blogging lately and also the sad part of my life.....

For starters I've been really tired lately. I have no clue why either. I'm normally not this tired so yea? The other reason is I have been worried because my mom is going for a (try my best to spell) colenoscopy which test for I think cancer. Now I know everyone has to get this at one point in there life and I shouldn't be that worried but... (might as well get this over with) Before I was born, like 3 years before I was born. My mom was diagnosed with M.S (Multiple Sclerosis) which if you took bio you should know that it attacks the nervous system and your brain doesn't get messeges as fast as a normal person. So yea I have had a mother just never a mother figgure because she was starting to get more ill after i was born. So i was a baby when she was still healthy and around 2-4 She started getting bad. So through out my life I've had to take more responsibilities than your normal teen should. (not so much as a kid cause I had no clue what was going on as a kid) My dads going to work as a truck driver for truck oil (for 9 years I think) and he has otherites in both knees, 2 slip disks in his back, i think othritis in his hand as well, and he gets mindgrates sometimes AND he still goes to work for his family he won't quit wich is why i respect him so god damn much. Sure he might piss me off from time to time and he may not listen to me and my sis but in reality I don't care because he does a lot for this family. My sister does a shitload too. She goes to college aiming for acounting so she handles alot with my dads bills. She also makes sure my mom gets to her doctors apointments and makes sure shes upto date on her medication. She helps me out a hell of alot as well. Shes a damn good sister and I am thankful she is my sister. Since they do all that stuff around here. I leave myself with the heavy lifting, the electronics , you know the real hard stuff around the house. If I'm needed I go home, If they want me home at a sertain time and can't swich find someone to do it. I'll sacrifice my night for them. Now I'm not doing this for attention I'm actually doing this to tell you (for one why I'm not blogging as much) an what really upsets me. If it would be nice for all of you to not really talk about what your mom does in life or how much you care for them... like you don't have to and whatever. It's not a main bother on me really just a slight bother... OH and Plzz don't make fun of my mother in a way (your mom jokes are fine cause they don't mean anything) but you understand what I mean i think. Weather you read this or not. Its just so you know what my life is like, but I am really empithetic (however its spelt) about everything so if you are sad then I am sad, If you are happy then HELL YEA I am happy (wich is why I always try to make people laugh). Anywho thanks for reading if you did!