2 drawings 1 practice

Bored


Self Portrait


Practice

practice

practice

yea, loving it!

14-16

My sister needed the computer for 2 days (She had a load of homework to do) . College is more important high school.

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13

Here you go

day 12...

I feel like a complete failure for missing the other 2 nights...

11

Ok, if you view the past days you will notice that this day i decided to add more because I felt like I should add more. Hard to explain this feeling.

10

Yeah!

9

Phew... almost mist this.

day 8

So far so good

Days 1-7 practice

I will do it every day now because I didn't realize it could be taken in as I was a liar.
Anywho you will see how this will last.

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day 4


day 3


Day 2


day 1


Anyone see here what I am doing?

I WANT AS MANY OPINIONS AS I CAN GET!

For a little over a month ago I have been thinking of so many different ways in my life I could go.
1. Music
2. Computers
3. Building

Now all this stuff I can aim for cause I love them all, but lately I have also been thinking about a life as a comedian. Now I appear quiet in class alot but that is because I am thinking so damn hard on to why I can make everyone else laugh in school but I do the same kind of thing in Stac and It hardly brings up a chuckle, but I also find it vice verso for me because what everyone thinks is funny in class I say "haha" in my head but not out my mouth. That is not my argument though. I have been looking up this whole idea about comedians, how they work, and how things shouldn't work. I understand how the punchline works and all, and I know don't always make fun of the audience but make fun of yourself as well (funny stories from the past, experiences). I do have a feeling that comedians have also need in-prov, so I am on the right tracks at least, but even in in-prov I am not funny. I don't know what I am doing wrong when it works outside the room but not inside. Is it me? or is it everyone else? Like I have been trying so hard to make it work both outside and inside. Like a comedian my goal is to make everyone laugh because then I laugh and feel good that you feel good. It is like a boomerang. I throw you the joke and you return the laughter and I feel awesome. So if you read this, please give me a honest answer to these questions.
1. Could I become a comedian? (I know if I put my mind to it, but I asking if you think I can)
2. What am I doing wrong?

core values and issues

I feel I have 4 core values at this point, and if your not aloud to have more well I don't care, because I have done alot of thinking on this. So this is what I have figured out this far.

Core Values
1. Success
2. Grasp
3. Happiness of others
4. Future

They all connect in a way. Success is in the future, the future you have to find a way to grasp it, and what you grasp may make other happy.

Now on to my issues. They are weird but here goes.

Issues
1. The arms I draw are always bent or something is held in there hand
2. I draw weird curvy shapes that connect to each other
3. I draw fire most of the time somewhere on the page.
4. The hair of whatever person I draw has to be long hair.
5. I always draw the person facing the left.
6. I never draw frowns, I only draw smiles.
7. Whatever I am drawing most of the time needs a chain.
8. I developed a love for spades in my drawings.
9. I always start from the left side and work to the right.
10. Anything that I draw is standing.

So there they are. You can see that alot of things tie back to my core values like 1, 5, and 10.
I know everything is on drawing but that is mainly all I do.

Enneagram

Soooo I found out I am a 2, yet I thought I was a 9 cause I always am looking to help people out, but then I thought back. The truth is I do love being loved. A number 2 is said to be friendly, warm-hearted, generous, and epithetic. I have a feeling if had looked over 2 more I would have realized that 9 might seem like me but its not me. 9 is only looking for peace with everyone. 2 is more of helping anyone no matter what the side is. Like I do see my self as somewhat of a peace maker but I see my self MORE of a helper. The thing that threw me off was probably the fact I read that the peacemaker was trusting, which a lot of people say I am. What I find the most awesome is the fact that Abraham Lincoln (my favorite prez), Queen Elizabeth II, and Walt Disney were all number 2. They were all leaders of a country or a huge company. Which means I would be a good leader, which people say I have that potential. The helper in my guess is just another way of saying you will have success in the future if you keep your ways. Which is one of my core values, success which ties back to grasp because in order to succeed in my case you need to grasp what you need for the future, and the future is something I only look forward to. WHO KNEW IT WAS THIS SIMPLE!